better then before

As the planning for this trip progresses I feel more and more of a kinship for it.
The world is a hard place to live in. And I know as a kid I wished so hard that I could grow up and get married and pay bills and grow a garden in the yard of my New Hampshire home. How unrealistic all this might actually be is hard to tell. The only thing I know of to be true is that right now I can do it all. I can. Not can’t. And that’s why this trip is happening.
A small dose of ‘Yes I Can’ before it all gets shoved in my face. A chance to grow in so many different angles. I know. It’s only a two day trip. But these future two days are going to prove to be possibly the most liberation I’ll know for a long while after. So pray for me as much as you like and I’ll make up the rest. Because this experience will make me stronger, prouder, and better then I’ll have ever been before.